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Friday, January 30, 2009

kk . . . yesterday . .
was having cramps . like shit lah ,
until now .
p.e was funn . even though . i sufferred from tht cramps
u run relay .
so called "4 by 400"
but in the sports day evens i gonna join .
100m , 200m , and 400m
like 3 evens . only i can join . i wanted MORE !
but . there limits alrite fatinn .
kk . now currently reading my lit book .
RED SKY IN THE AFTERNOON .
no lah its morning .
hahs .
kk



cintaku kepada mu masih ada .
ku akan tetap menunggu kamu .
aku sudah mencintaimu selama 4 bulan dua minggu .
gue harap kamu tau . dan gue akan/tidak akan meniggalkan cinta .
P.S : lol . im really in love . i do . but i noe my mly sucky .
done . byebye !


Wednesday, January 28, 2009

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LAST BUT NOT LEAST . . . . . .

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okay kk here's a pic of bestest frenssss , .( im close to lah )
todae is like . people love to irratate me .
but especially my bestfriend . KRYZ ANDRAE GONZALES .
she 's the best ever !!!
like helloh ?
cheyy .
hahs.
k . u GIRLS helped me alot .
i really need u .
dont even dare to lose contact wif me .
i will go damn crazy .
there's no one there for me .
hope u all will be there for me . and i'll be there for u
thnks girls for being there for me .
appreciate it .
thnks dearest . .
kk done . still heartbroken .
like . i bet she likes hymmm . k
whatever . kk
bye ! (:
ENJOYY !
they dance soo hot !!!


Sunday, January 25, 2009

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HELLO PEOPLE
JUZ WANNA SAY !

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL THE PEOPLE
IN THIS WORLD .

kk , currently blogghopping ,
bored , and now . doing work ...
sitting at home is so boring . like der .
kk juz now . eating nugget , so the delicious .,
i miss lpking wif haziq , nuruddin and frens . and others .
hope to meet themm soon enough ! .
kk .
hope sumone would be my valentines day ,
hahs , FAKKKEEE !!!! HAHS .
k lah gtg .. . . . . .
byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye



todae . went out wif my parents .
went to suntec carrefour at 10 plus .
over there . i saw a hawt australian guy .(i guess .)
he was looking at me lah . but thenn , i lyke look as where .
dun want to paiseh liddat .
hahs . dhen after tht .
went to lestari . ate porridge .
IM NOT SICK . its juz tht ,
i dunnoe wad to eat .
then when im eating . this GUY kept on looking at me
but idc .
so after eating i juz walk off .
then went to IMM giant .
shoPPing the whole day. not really lah .
came back home like about 2 or 2.15 .
dhen i tired . so i play game for a while .
dhen i do my work . write my notes and etc .
juz now . was watching , SUCI AND RUSH HOUR 2 .
hahs .
kk . now currently missing hymm .
i dun even noe who is my true love . kk lols .
currently listening to the song beautiful .
I WANNA THNK U TO NURULKECYK ,
juz for sending this song . and other song .
THNK U SOO MUCH BABE .
i juz wanna tell u tht . hope u last long
wif hymm alrite .
kk done uh .
k lah .
bye lah
woootsss.
BYE CHIAO . SAYUNARA . idc lah the spelling .
k lah byeeee !

gud nites peeps .!!!


Friday, January 23, 2009

haish . sometimes i hate people humiliate me when people nvr humilaite u .
like my coach . walau weiii . cnt tahan sia .
juz got a email from herrr .
and she like .
kk stop giving excuses lah , this lah tht lah .
i mean . some people are very busy .
and sumtimes skool coach dun allow sum people to go for ssg training .
i noe DIVISION 1 LEAGUE is this year .
and we aim for winning .
but still . u dun have to press us so hard rite .
like me rite now .
super stress loh .
nvm . i can tolerate it .
nasib kaw aku sabar siolx . slalu pangkah aku .
takpe . fine . .
aku sabar .. if she do this again rite . k fine .
she will see it .
kk i dun wwant to talk about her lah .
kk .
div 1 is cuming soon and im damn stress .
wad is this mann fatin ?
can u catch up ?
i'll try too .
kk
enough talking . im tired .
gg sleep .
bye !



kk. i would like to wish alot of people b'dae .

HAPPY B'DAE TO SHI HONG .
UR 14TH NOW ...

HAPPY B'DAE TO MANSURR .
UR 17TH NOW ...

HAPPY ADVANCED B'DAE TO NABILAH .
UR 13TH NOWW ! ...

HAPPY ADVANCED B'DAE TO KUXYBABYSTARR* .
UR 14TH . OLDER THANN MEE .
HAHS .

HAPPY ADVANCED B'DAE TO FADLY ... (EVEN THOUGH I DUUNOE HYM BUT STILL I WISH)
UR ..... I DUNNOE .
UR 14TH I GUESS .

HAPPY ADVANCED B'DAE TO AHZALINAH
WAH AHZA . TAK FAIR SIOLXZXZ . HAHS JKJK
WAH DAH 14 LAH SEHYYY .

WAKAKAKAS .* KK HAPPPPYYYY B'DAE ONCE AGAIN TO U ALL !!!

KK DONE HERE .
BYEBYE . WOOOTTTSSSS**


Tuesday, January 20, 2009

people .
how do u feel when u get stress everyday .
when impressions tells u tht ur alrite .
but inside ur heart u felt heartbroken . and heavy .
thts how i feel everyday .
but , nobody even cares like ur loved ones .
when u need sumone , but no one is there fer u .
juz imagine . u were me , and ur feeling like this kind of pressure .
im sure ,u'll get SUPER STRESSFUL . and it cnt get it out from ur life .
PEOPLE , JUZ IMAGINE IF UR HAVING THT KIND OF STRESS .
i bet u will be saying " i feel like dying lah this lah tht lah "
i noe its crap . but . having prob wif frens , skool work .' outside activities and religious class.
which ur having an important exam , like duh . u'll be stressful
dunnoe wad to say lah , trying to settle it slowly but its damn hard .
haix .bye



okay . tired rite now .
juz got back from training .
freaking tired lah sia .
coach was damn wad lah . make me lose face .
nabey .... "-.-"
like . she kept on like . FATIN THIS , FATIN THT .
i was like alrdy so freaking stress . and i told coach .
i went to the toilet .
i cried fer awhile . ms soon saw my eyes was red .
but she didnt ask me .
so i guess she suspect lah .
and FANDI !
he kept on asking me about FARAH AND SU .
he likes the both of them but ...
they are sec 4 . fandi is in sec3 . hahs .
TOO BAD FANDI . but there is still alot of girls in the world alrite .
get a better girl i tell u .
hahs
kk done uh . tired sia .
kk gud night peopz .
bye !

aku tak kater kaw maafkan aku perh .
k lah wadever . mls to hear all thiss nonesensical things .
i just wanna concerntrate .
haizz .....
dunnoe wad to say lah .
n is my prob lah i want to go wif matt motor or wad .
have i ever comment about ur boy ?or u admire sumone ?
no rite . so stop uh .
every small little thing u have to make it big .
like u said . if ur not happy or wad just go fce 2 fce
no need to express it here .
and dun feel so offended .
i juzt talking nicely here . and its not tht .
i say u want to rampas or wadd , is juz tht . she can be frens wif u .
but not so close lah . thts wad im trying to say .
dun juz hear one side of the story . u should hear both . not juz one .
nn im not FAIZ member . im not THT close to faiz sia . who always lpk wif hym sia ?
not me lah sehy . yesterday , lpk wif arif and cinta . dhen faiz was there . so i ask hym . personally .
whose ur member . he said . one of my member lah . dhen i asked .
am i ur member ? . he said NO . im talking nicely here . but . ltr u all like not happy .
k fine whatever .
u still want to find prob . idc . i juz want to concerntrate on my
FLOORBALL , MLY DANCE , HIPHOP AND MADRSAH PSLE EXAM .
so dun feel so offended , thnk eu .

and . trying soo damn hard to change my atitude ,
is not easy . im trying my best to do it . but u all dun want to wait .
kk fine . understandable . DUN FEEL SOO TOTALLY OFFENDED .
ltr in skool not happy dhen sound . kk like i said , dun feel so the offended .



Saturday, January 17, 2009

kk . im starting to miss the day on
31DEC/1JAN
i really missed it soo much lah ,
memories .

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IZZAH BABE , THE CRAZY BITCH !!! HAHS .

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NABILAH AND IZZAH BABE !!! CAMWHORING IN MCDONALDS !!!

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I WAS ACTUALLY HAVING A BAD DAY . BUT STILL I HAVE TO SMILE .


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AISYAH .

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FATINN , AISYAH AND NABILAH . IN THE CAFE LPKING .

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PREPARING FOR OUR NEXT GAME . SEMPAT AMIK GMBR . HAHS

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SILLY ME ! NOSE SO BIGG SIAA !

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IN THE REST ROOM . TALKING ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS .

KK
i gna miss tht day . i ton . hahs .
kk done here .
bye people !~



kk
wanna ask the both of u sumthing .
wad did i do wrong in the ferst place ?
nurul , ferstly , i didnt copy ur style . alrite .
talking nice here . but dun be fcking rude lah
kk
last year , i was at my couz place . and i saw my couz sis doing it ,
so , i ask her , wad other colours she have .
she only got red and black .
she was using red , so i used black .
and i didnt noe tht u painted ur nails black .
so after i painted . i went home . and i go on9 .
and then i oso saw ur photo tht u nails is black .
look , i didnt saw ur copying me . it jjust coincidence . and i also didnt noe
tht u did the pouting thingy . so i did . wen i checked .
IT WAS THE SAME AND U SAID THT I COPY?
thts nonesense ,
what if those emo people ? some them painted their nails black .
is tht copying ? i dun think so .
sorie uh klau aku buat salah ke ape2
but im not the one who tell faiz all about tht . wen i went up to the hall .
i only salam them and i went to kryz area . dhen faiz ask me
where were u ? so i juz pointed lah .
and then he went to u . and i dunnoe wad he was talking about .
i noe faiz still have the childish atitude . but it really wasnt me .
u only heard one side of the story . but u didnt here the other side .
kk apologising is better then not apologising .
sorie alrite .


&Fieza ,
ferstly wad did i do wrong uh ?
k fine uh . psl atitude aku .
sorie lah k . klau nak sorie lagi ikhlas aku bagi lah sia .
emangnya , iker mau mintak maaf ke kawan aku yang berasa sangat
marah kepada ku . iker nggak buat cerita psl kamu lagi .
iker sumpah . klau kamu nggak mau mintak maaf dengan iker ,
iker nggak kesah dong . iker mau mintak maaf . dan stop semua problem yang kita ber3 ada
.
iker mintak maaf ke NURUL ADILAH DAN HAFIZAH .
hahs . pape bilang aku klau korang tak uke nan atitude aku boleh nggak ?
kk done
bye
urs truely fatin .


Friday, January 16, 2009

kk
im so famous rite now ,
you know why ? because of some biatches la .
totally not in my list -_-' okay , here it goes .
On that day when Nurul kena sound , i was with
Kak Bella , Kak Naz and Faiz . I was there to salam
them to show basic respect for our seniors . Than
Faiz asked me ' Where's Nurul?' So i pointed to
where Nurul is . And then , i thought that he was
going to talk to her .. in the end he sounded her .
I had no idea what he was talking about la .

Then , when i went bloghopping just now ,
i read Nurul's blog Fieza's blog they were blogging
about me and claimed about me saying stuffs that
i didnt even want to say to them . Im not those
typical bitches who would love to say bad stuffs
about people . I got something better to do than
that la . I dont even get paid for doing that ,
all i get is fitnah .

&Fieza :
Stop backstabbing about Aqilah , when you
infront of her, you try to sweet talk her to
satisfy her needs . But behind , you would just
backstab as if there's no ending in this world .
Please la, mind your own words . Don't try to
talk crap in your blog la , please . Im just so
dissappointed with your behaviour .

I helped you alot , and you didnt even show
your respect to me . Instead , you would
just talk bad about me . You guess how i feel
right now? Talk about me , for all you want.
Because Allah will balas balik for all your bad deeds
Please repent . This friendship crisis is just going
out of place .

At least , my dear bestfriend , Kryz is willing to
accompany you here and there . But did you ever
say thank you or help her somehow ? No .
Mind your words la please . If you're not happy
for who i am or what i am going to be ,
how would you accept your cliques in the future

If your attitude goes on like this , you will have no
friends . And please , stop bugging in peoples life .
Dont poke into my life or else you would expect something
undesirable that would happen to you.
If you're unhappy about what im posting for today ,
just shut up and mind your own business la okey .

I am who i am and i stand up for my very rights .

& to Fathin :
Stop copying people's hairstyle and stuff la .
I believe that you have your own alright ?
So stop saying people copy you when you copy them la.
Gah !!

Goodbye to whoever dont treat me well
and hello to the new Fatin Erwhynna Bte Sukar .
Shut the hell up and fuck offff :D


Wednesday, January 14, 2009

kk , todae was like soo stressing upp!!
cos of relationship nn lots moreee !!!!!!!!!!1
kryz noes it . haixxx . . .. .
studies are like shit now .
kk juz now in skool . we had mly dance .
kak bella was there !
kk . the sec 1 was oso there juz now .
they were quite okay lah .
but they need to practice more .
kk
sumbody kana sound hahs.
no lah , nobody lah ,
kkk lazy lah ,
kk bye !!!

to her . happi advanced b'dae eventhough u dun want to fcking talk to me !
kk bye bitches ! hahs
bye (:


Sunday, January 11, 2009

todae went out wif my mum and my mum's best fren ,
we went to bugis .
hanging out area .
hahs .
then we went makan . then went shopping .
but we shop . not tht much uh .
then went masjid sultan ,
i cnt go in bcos i was having ermm.....
girls noe wad tht means,
hahs ,
then went banquet at raffles hos .
we drink and we talk . untill like about 3 or 4 plus ....
went to TAN TOCK SENG HOSPITAL .
visit my aunt . she had an op .
kk
enough lah , lazy . hahs .
here sum pics .



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my mums best fren ,



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ME DRINKING ICE LEMON TEA ,



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last but not least , urs truely ....


kk signing off....


LOVE ,
FATINNN . [LIL . P]



yesterday , went to madrasah and esplanade .
during madrasah , there's this boy want to act gangster .
dhen i shout back . "WADS WRONG WIF U SIA . DUN TRY TO ACT BIG HERE LAH .
JGN NAK PRASAN BESAR EHK KAT SINI ." he fight back .
BUT HE CRY !
i was like . if u dare to fight back , fight back uh .
this guy juz a pri skewl kid . cry lah sia . nvm . next time . sure he will cry again .
after madrasah i quickly went home and change .
and then went to city hall , meet DEWI there .
dhen we went makan ferst at marina mcdonalds .
we walk to esplanade . dhen we start our practice there ,
we kept on thinking which song we wanna dance .
but no other brain was there .
so , we thought of doing steps ferst .
dhen like about 6 plus .... i went home .
DEWI went to RANO'S HOUSE .
dhen went home . makan and sleep lah ..

kk done here .
byebye


Friday, January 9, 2009

okay .juz editing my bloggie .
yesterday , went to WOODLANDS to meet yuki . waited for her there like about half and hour .
than , me and yuki took 168 from woodlands to tampines .
we drop off infront of the tampines library , and then take 81 .
we met ATIKAH under her blk .yuki was like shouting atikah's name and blowing the whistle .
she's abit crazy at times ( : dhen from atikah's blk , we were walking towards the sch .
and chatting otw .
when we reach infront of sch . we check the time .
6.30 pm . still damn early . so we lpk fer awhile . untill 7 plus dhen we go inside sch .
we quickly change into our equipment . . .i was happy bcos .
deariw IZZAH was there !!!!!!! DAMN happy lah .
then we just start training. without warming up .
STUPID RITE . hahs . dhen when we started playing game .
my team vs afiqah's team . acap and syafii was in my line .
hahs . we kept on changing lines . cos its 15 mins game ! gosh . k
i scored agoal in the end .
kkk enough . training ended like about 10 pm .
my mum came to fetch me . dhen go buy makan ,
cum home watch t.v and dhen sleep lah .
TIRED MAH .

k done here ..



to tht gurl . stop being a backstabber ,
and stop acting cute . u have a boiifyy and yet u want another one .
wads the point ?
might as well u become a timer rite .
stop backstbbing about aqilah okay ,
and dun pecah kan rahsia to anyone when people
say not to tell anyone !



k done .

byebye peoplez !


Wednesday, January 7, 2009

okay . yesterday was soo damn funn .
lpk wif ALIFF AZIZ . and FARA[H]AKITO .GANG .
super funn sia .
talk about a guy whose umpit's hair is so long .
hahaha
aliff told us tht story . fcking funni sia .
wen back home at 9 . sial lah
kana lecture by my mum lah sia.
nvm
i always have my timing.
latest is by 8 sia .
i swear .
kk tired now . wish could lpk wif aliff again .
kk
bye !


i miss having a boiifyy!!!!


Sunday, January 4, 2009

BORED.
BORED.
BORED.
PEOPLE . ARE U NOT BORED ?
LOLS .



todae . tiring day lah sehy ,
got kenduri . at my house .
then sum of my couz and aunts came .
they went back home like bout 6 ?
sum sort of lah .
idk wad to say lah very tired .
ohh ya . have a successful day in 2009
people . happy new year too .
kk done .
byebye
tctc
byebye ,
FATINN PHERYNSTARR**


Saturday, January 3, 2009

ON THE 31ST was the best day in my life .

went to pasir ris meet my best fren .
lpk there . and then when to his house lah .
quite funn . his adeks are soo damn cute !.
takleh tahan . dhen like about 8.30 . went out and go tampines west cc .
had 24 hours floorball match ,and stayed there till the next day .
game strted at 0000 . 12 am .
haix . cant sleep the whole day .
met jarir , aidil , isa ,sarah ,afiqah ,atikah ,yuki ,benjamin ,
and lots more poeple .
i was in my junior's team . we can even beat the people eho are .
older than uss....
quite funn !!!!!!
last game was at 1st of jan . at 10 am .
we won like about 6-3 .
beat the team TW-Pasirians D
wow .
so called older teenage's . lol
they have no strength to runn..... !!!!
hahs . kk
im tired . byebye

done here
gud nite people !



selame niek ehk .
mase skola aku pkai bedak .
abeh . aku pon ternampak kaw pkai bedak so . ? wad did i do ?
i nvr carik psl wad. so i juz shut up lah .
atitude jgn nak mepek . its like so childish .
dah sec 2 . and atitude liddat .
and not only u have style but everybody does .
aku pkai black . psl sedare aku ngah pkai red . and thts the only colour she have .
stop saying nonsense . every girl in this country . sume dah strt ikot org eh .
bukan aku sendiri je . kak caca pon buat pout . perh .
twin aku buat pout . bynk org dah buat pout .
i mean . wads wrong wif me doing pout ?
nth wrong rite ? and im not tht typical girl who likes to follow people's style .
and . im here to carik psl wif . u alrite . juz end this
and i hate to find prob . its a new year .
i juz want to have a successful year .
thts all .


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